hav tried telling myself all this while tt i aint thinking of u anymore..but it kinda hurts..and dunno y...it hurts esp the most today....its so unbearable...staring into the space...thinkin of the past...which i noe had become a history long time back..and flipping thru the diary...which i swore to put an entry into it every single day since i knew u...all these brought back happy memories..yet painful reality..the diary updates stopped...continued..stopped..continued...and.....stopped for now...and i guess its not gonna be back on its track ever again...